Somewhat confused. Nevertheless, life's great.

I am one of those, who dislike changing. I was once a super-hermit. I still am. Getting better, forcing myself to be more sociable, but time to time, i need a break, spending time just by my own. Anti-social you might say, who cares. I love it that way. I don't have to smile when i am not feeling to do so.

There are times when i get mood swings so badly that i end up in self-hatred. I then have to comfort myself, keep telling myself that it'll be just fine after those few days. I used to hate the fact that i am a girl, even blaming my mom to giving birth to me as a girl. As time passes, I changed my thoughts. Okay, it still does annoy me a lot when it comes to that particular time of the month, when i get cravings, mood swings, depressed, that feeling of uber swollen and fatness due to water retention etc., but at least i see the advantages of being a female, instead of a male. Yes, i know about feminism. However, speaking about achieving true equality between men and women. In my opinion, it never will.

Temptations are all around me. I resolved not to spend too much during this break. Yet, I have a whole to-buy-list just at the start of the break. SIGH. New bakeries on Queen Street, resulting in over-indulgence of buns, cakes and MOONCAKES! I am worried. Some things are just irresistable to me. I am like a drugee. Might have stopped for a while, but it's too easy to get addicted again. Don't tempt me, please. I need to stand firm.

Weather's getting better. Winter's nearly over. (Hey it rhymes! lol) It's about time to hit the gym once again... soon. very soon. hopefully =)