Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Hangin on.

superduperextremelyfreaking stressed about the 2nd skills assessment
worst is that i am having it on the first day,
no one to ask about, no extra preparation can be done
i just hate the stupid slit lamp, tonometry,
and the thing i hate the most is me being such coward,
afraid of hurting my partner's eye yet they just keep poking on mine sigh.
all in all, i just hate practicals!
yet im doing a course which is all about practicals. urgh.

oh well, come to think of the bright side
i finish on the first day that means shorter time of stressfulness

ive found out im bad-tempered when im stressed/hungry.
it's not necessary that ill throw a tantrum or what
but bad thoughts/comments/feedbacks will just constantly pop up.
im sorry but i cant help it.
maybe i should really isolate myself when im in stressed mode.
dont want to be such a person.
although im not super friendly usually but still, gotta keep some image LOL

one more day to go and im happpppie =)))))

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