I myself have nearly forgotten this place.
Having the urge to write something so badly that it suddenly struck me, how long have i not been on here.
Life's been... as usual i assume? But still, not quite. It seems like there are not many happenings going on, yet, some changes are creeping in, slowly and silently. How scary is that.
Time flies. I couldn't believe it's already April now. Midway. And soon it'll be gone, in no time. Clinic's starting to be assessed. I think i got an unsatisfactory today, in ocular health which has always been my concern. Sigh. Stress is building up. I really want to improve it. However, no matter what, no matter how, it's not improving much. I'd probably fail due to this. Pessimistic i know.
Some stuffs are getting complicated. I wish i could just stay away from them, and just not be troubled of it. Hard though. Things don't just go the way you want it to. Life doesn't write it's chapters based on your preferences. Conclusion is, i just have to deal with it, try to adapt to it and improvise based on the situation. Hopefully everything will workout one day. Just having all the thoughts make me feel bad. I am really not supposed to worry about these at the moment. Optometry itself is enough workload for me to cope with.
Constantly being on FB chat these days. People nowadays prefer using it. Why? i don't know. But still, like a fool, i still get on it. Time to time, i sense my stupidity, and try to convince myself to get off it. Yet, few minutes later, i'll be back on again. What's the point of getting off then? Sometimes i dream, but then i force myself back to reality. Too much of a fantasy doesn't do me any good. It's such a solid fact. But i am constantly living in denial anyways. Haha.
Written pretty much what i've wanted to. Till then.
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