Haven't been updating for quite some time. I have heaps to say, but... it's hard to word them all, as always.
Semester two started a week ago. It feels so different, getting into clinic, dealing with actual patients. (well, demo patients actually. But what i meant is that we are getting a foretaste of the actual working environment, seeing patients from the community instead of our own classmates.) At first, it was hard for me. Even if the patient's real dodgy/smelly/dirty etc., I've got to still be polite, smiling on the outside but actually having the urge to puke on the inside. I dislike the fact that i'm a step closer to another stage - being a working person. However, there is no choice but to accept it. Enough complaints, enough tantrums. Praise the Lord for everything.
These days i keep thinking, is it that i am so satisfied with my life that i have nothing much to write up here? But no. I don't think i am satisfied. Greed is just rooted so deep in man that one could hardly resist for more. In fact, i am just too lazy, to word all happenings, to describe all feelings on here. Life's been quite full on. I am not too sure whether it's a good thing or a bad thing. However, i am trying hard to balance everything, which i thought i could yet again, i think i failed. Sigh. I feel sorry sometimes.
Anyways, enough writings for this time. I am getting tired lol. Till now.
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