Suddenly very nostalgic. I miss being home, fooling around with my siblings, playing the piano, lazing around, studying in my room, sleeping in my bed etc. Oh, not to mention, cuddling next to piglet on the sofa, munching on tidbits while watching tv. Another month from now. I wonder how's everyone back there. Havent been back for more than half a year. Somehow, i miss Chch.
As you can tell, im feeling stressed. Too much stuffs jammed in 3 weeks. Our dear lecturers just know how to torture us, dont they? 2 presentations, 3 practicals, 6 tests. And they're not merely 5/10%. It's mostly 15-25%. Great. I can foresee the upcoming nightmares: not being able to sleep much, stressing out, binge eating, totally unacceptable skin condition, ... what else? I hope that's all.
It feels like i am soon moving on to a next level -- working. People have been talking about jobs opportunity and which company to go to. Yet, im still being ignorant, not wanting to know anything about them. I just dont want to! Applying for a part-time job is already a struggle to me. Come on, im just 20! ok. sorry. i shouldnt say that. Age isnt a factor. Still, cant i just wait till i graduate? Although experience is crucial. sigh. I guess this is what growing up takes.
I am purely just... procrastinating.
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